Friday, November 13, 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Again!! there is a few kawaii dress I wanted to share with everyone!! hope you'll like it cause I love it!! love it so much!! how I wish I could have all of this.. xDLoving this dress alot!! it really looks so damn cute!! =3
hmm.. this one ar? not bad la.. xD
This dress is cutee too!!
Pink dress!! I always wanted a pink dress!! ^-^
sexy dress~!! but still it's cute!!
blue jeans dress.. nice~!!! *thumbs up*
Does this cloth looks like Taiwan's school uniform? xD
A black dress.. it could be a very perfect prom dress!!wheeeee~!!! I love it!! xD
Kawaii clothes that everyone girl wish to have
It's been a while that I didn't have update my blog.. I miss my blog alot.. I haven't on9 since for a while too cause many things started to happen in my life and everything is getting more and more complicated.. ^-^ but I'm trying to face it and I won't run away from my problems.. I'll try my best in doing everything..
My story starts from here.. about yesterday.. I very happy.. I went back to my primary school.. and I miss my primary school alot even though it change alot but still I miss it.. xD Early in the morning I asked my mom to fetch two of my friends: Christine and Fung Fung.. after reaching Yuk Chai, many people was standing outside the gate.. I saw many of my primary friends.. and I very glad to see them.. we were standing outside for like 1 hours only our headmaster pity us and let us in.. xD damn happy.. the first thing I do was run to the school hall to see all of them dancing.. ^-^
I meet my std 6 friend, Wen Chang and Hang Xiang.. both of them.. wah.. all become so tall le except me so short liao la.. damn sad de lor.. >.<>
After that I beg my teacher to fetch us 1u but he say can fetch us to the bus stop only.. ahya.. like that ar? can la.. so he send us to the kelana jaya station and we sat bus to 1u.. four of us together.. on the way there we were talking happily.. and den here we are!! 1utama.. I'm really happy.. ^-^ the first place we went was to the GSC Cinema.. we brought ticket and we watched "Poker King" seriously a nice movie!! you guys should watch too.. ^-^
After watching we went walking here and there.. and I'm really happy on that day.. I forgotten about everything.. the only thing I know was smile and happy.. I miss spending time with them.. hope that next time we will have a chance to go out once again.. ^-^
Poker King
Missing the time being with them
Monday, November 2, 2009
Life is really wonderful.. living in this world is amazing but continue living will just make you feel more and more misereble.. Life is making me to feel tired.. I can't even feel freedom after the exams.. I seriously don't get it at all!! everything is ruin.. wanna ponteng school also cannot.. wanna go genting with friend also cannot..I'm seriously feeling really down now.. I hate my life, it's fill with sadness and anger.. no freedom at all.. actually tomorrow wanna ponteng school.. but in the end.. EVERYTHING IS RUIN!! I was so looking forward but den it was crush.. everything.. because of some poeple not going and because of two of my friends fighting.. now everything is FINISH!! wanna ponteng for school also cannot.. totally suck.. seriously.. life is unfair.. I'm just feeling really disappointed and downTotally feeling disappointed towards life
Sunday, November 1, 2009
There are many memories in my mind.. I'm keeping mostly sad memories in my mind.. when I'm feeling down.. I'll remember it and den suddenly I will feel that my eyes are becoming watery and red.. later on the tears just drip down.. and I start crying... happy memories? I can't seem to think at the positive way.. everything in me is negative..Memories that makes me happy is being with him all the time.. that is what makes me happy.. playing basketball in ss2 with him that makes me happy.. everything abt him makes me happy.. sometimes when I'm alone.. I can't find anyone to be with me.. no one was by my side.. everyday I'm getting sensitive each and everyday.. I don't remember me being so sensitive last time.. I miss how I was used to be.. the real me.. The me that always smile and never cry.. I never cried before so much when I was std 6.. I cried the most during last year.. till now.. I can still cry because of all the memories in my mind that can't be erase..
Memories that can't be erase
Saturday, October 31, 2009
I saw you in 1utama but I avoid you from seeing me cause I'm afraid.. really afraid.. I ran away after I saw you.. I'm afraid to sae you cause I know maybe you will ignore me even thought I say hi to you.. After I ran away from you, I regret myself for doing that so I turn back to look for you but you were gone.. no where to be seen.. I can't see you anymore.. I feel so dissppointed.. my tears in my eyes starting to drip down but I tried to stop it from flowing down from my cheek.. I really wish to see you once again just this once but I know that this wish will never be granted.. you were once someone I loved.. but everything changes.. you strated hating me ignoreing me avoiding me.. I feel hurt after what you had done.. I cried everyday after what you had did to me.. every single thing.. I miss the way you smile at me and wished me happy birthday.. I miss the way you shoot in a ball.. ur the first person I ever meet shooting a ball weirdly but still you manage to shoot in the ball.. every memories between you and me will always be keep deep down in my heartRemembering the memories betwwen you and me
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Goodbye to exams and hello holidays once again!Hello Hello Hello Holidays!!
Life is really wonderful.. living in this world is amazing but continue living will just make you feel more and more misereble.. Life is making me to feel tired.. I can't even feel freedom after the exams.. I seriously don't get it at all!! everything is ruin.. wanna ponteng school also cannot.. wanna go genting with friend also cannot..I'm seriously feeling really down now.. I hate my life, it's fill with sadness and anger.. no freedom at all.. actually tomorrow wanna ponteng school.. but in the end.. EVERYTHING IS RUIN!! I was so looking forward but den it was crush.. everything.. because of some poeple not going and because of two of my friends fighting.. now everything is FINISH!! wanna ponteng for school also cannot.. totally suck.. seriously.. life is unfair.. I'm just feeling really disappointed and down
There are many memories in my mind.. I'm keeping mostly sad memories in my mind.. when I'm feeling down.. I'll remember it and den suddenly I will feel that my eyes are becoming watery and red.. later on the tears just drip down.. and I start crying... happy memories? I can't seem to think at the positive way.. everything in me is negative..Memories that makes me happy is being with him all the time.. that is what makes me happy.. playing basketball in ss2 with him that makes me happy.. everything abt him makes me happy.. sometimes when I'm alone.. I can't find anyone to be with me.. no one was by my side.. everyday I'm getting sensitive each and everyday.. I don't remember me being so sensitive last time.. I miss how I was used to be.. the real me.. The me that always smile and never cry.. I never cried before so much when I was std 6.. I cried the most during last year.. till now.. I can still cry because of all the memories in my mind that can't be erase..
I saw you in 1utama but I avoid you from seeing me cause I'm afraid.. really afraid.. I ran away after I saw you.. I'm afraid to sae you cause I know maybe you will ignore me even thought I say hi to you.. After I ran away from you, I regret myself for doing that so I turn back to look for you but you were gone.. no where to be seen.. I can't see you anymore.. I feel so dissppointed.. my tears in my eyes starting to drip down but I tried to stop it from flowing down from my cheek.. I really wish to see you once again just this once but I know that this wish will never be granted.. you were once someone I loved.. but everything changes.. you strated hating me ignoreing me avoiding me.. I feel hurt after what you had done.. I cried everyday after what you had did to me.. every single thing.. I miss the way you smile at me and wished me happy birthday.. I miss the way you shoot in a ball.. ur the first person I ever meet shooting a ball weirdly but still you manage to shoot in the ball.. every memories between you and me will always be keep deep down in my heart
